Gerhana bukan selamanya ...
Sekalipun cinta tiada noktahnya

eclipse is not 4 eternity ...
whereas love doesn't have a full-stop

These words really touch me while reading a malay novel of love,jelousy n sacrifice.
these words also means so much in my life ...
i know that eclipse dont happen every year n it is so wonderful when it happen so do in finding my parents love within me. I may not have a friend in my school but jus knowing tat my parents n loved ones that r alwaes there 4 me makes me feel tat i m worth an eternity to calculate the love they have given me.

N also i thought about my cuzzins love for their life partner 4 EXAMPLE:

seeing mami zarina's family living together under a hard condition
n how munirah now have to live them behind n start a new live with erwan

n now i m wondering how to get that bitch off my one n only older bro that i feel closes to when i was young.
GOD WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN.
Eventhough i want to accept her but she started to be a devil under an angels outfit. If she didnt hurt me i wont hurt her.

there is this feeling of care n concern towards my bro.

i remembered the ime when he brought me swimming n teach me how to swim.That memory will need a 100 eclipse to happen b4 i can forget it. If he knows i m writing this surely he wont even bother to even c my face anymore.


But there is more things to think about like 6 of my cuzzin getting married soon:
1)Shahida-Nizar
2)Yunos-Badariah
3)Khairullah-Marina
4)Faridah-???
5)Munirah-Erwan
6)Ashik-Zimah

WISH THEY WILL LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER =P